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So bored... my Internet quota has been too high to blog last few weeks.. so I've stopped. Nothing much happens in my life anyway. That's why I'm so bored.............

Sometimes, I don't really know what is life's purpose. Why do humans need to study, earn lots of money, do something big and achieve either fame or fortune to be recognized in the society? Why does everyone aim for that? Sometimes, I really can't understand, what is the purpose of my life in this world. I tend to come to these idea when I feel too bored.. and it gets stuck with me.. making me feel uncomfortable and empty inside.

These past few days (or weeks?) I've been studying. Nothing else but study and cook and eat and sleep. When I go online, I chat... sometimes I feel so happy that I'm still remembered and people still click on me to say "hi" and people do read my personal messages (shocked)! hahaha. But most of the time, there's just silence.. no "deng deng deng" sound.. and I wait and check the list of friends... all with the "busy" sign at their messenger icon or maybe some with "away".

It's like, I don't know anymore... I keep asking myself why. Why are humans so complicated. Do we live for companionship? Do we live to find food and to breed (like animals)? Do we have to be so intelligent to get acknowledgment from society?

When I look at the world, I see so many things... especially now that I'm far from home, I look back to see so many things happening in Malaysia. I wonder whether it's safe to go back and whether I really really love my country. But all I think of is my friends and family (and food) that I miss not Malaysia itself.

I'm lost... I don't even know what I'm talking about. Just feel so empty like there's no purpose in life. How come I start feeling like this? I'm not depressed or anything. Just feel there's nothing to look forward to anymore...

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So bored... my Internet quota has been too high to blog last few weeks.. so I've stopped. Nothing much happens in my life anyway. That's why I'm so bored.............

Sometimes, I don't really know what is life's purpose. Why do humans need to study, earn lots of money, do something big and achieve either fame or fortune to be recognized in the society? Why does everyone aim for that? Sometimes, I really can't understand, what is the purpose of my life in this world. I tend to come to these idea when I feel too bored.. and it gets stuck with me.. making me feel uncomfortable and empty inside.

These past few days (or weeks?) I've been studying. Nothing else but study and cook and eat and sleep. When I go online, I chat... sometimes I feel so happy that I'm still remembered and people still click on me to say "hi" and people do read my personal messages (shocked)! hahaha. But most of the time, there's just silence.. no "deng deng deng" sound.. and I wait and check the list of friends... all with the "busy" sign at their messenger icon or maybe some with "away".

It's like, I don't know anymore... I keep asking myself why. Why are humans so complicated. Do we live for companionship? Do we live to find food and to breed (like animals)? Do we have to be so intelligent to get acknowledgment from society?

When I look at the world, I see so many things... especially now that I'm far from home, I look back to see so many things happening in Malaysia. I wonder whether it's safe to go back and whether I really really love my country. But all I think of is my friends and family (and food) that I miss not Malaysia itself.

I'm lost... I don't even know what I'm talking about. Just feel so empty like there's no purpose in life. How come I start feeling like this? I'm not depressed or anything. Just feel there's nothing to look forward to anymore...

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